Do you remember doing this as a kid? I sure do!! I wonder exactly what it is that drives that unconditional love and acceptance of ourselves from our bodies & souls?
I also remember as a teenager thinking the following to myself and I was just brazen enough that if you had asked me, I would have said so!
Is it the search for acceptance or the verbal and emotional battering we take along the journey of life that toughens us up, makes us withdraw and lose the complete joy of awakening to a new day?
I am finding that I am drawn to the simple and serene in a very big way lately. Pictures like the following one are soothing but who am I kidding...me without my internet? LOL
This last week has felt like one big sunset on a part of my life and it's hard to let it go. I know that God never closes one door without opening a window but that doesn't fill up that hole that I feel in my heart.
I also know that one of my favorite AA sayings that I had drilled into me by my sponsor, Terrie, is "fake it 'til you make it". I guess for the next little while while I heal, that's exactly what I need to do. I will try to stay focused on the following, just for today.
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